I Feel So Bad
I feel I am such a bad wife. Wives should support their husbands right. Well, last sunday, my husband was elected to be the auditor of the congregation we are part of. I should be happy right. But the evil me has gone out of me once again. I was so sad the whole afternoon and I couldn’t shake it off. Being one of the board of trustees would mean more time with them and less time with the family. I know because my husband was elected as secretary last year and there was a time when we had a family outing, just a swim. Romel had a meeting (planning) so he had to be there. Well, he brought us to the place where we will swim. I called my in laws to join cheska and myself since I didn’t want to be alone. Since we were having so much fun, romel stayed until after lunch. Then went straight to the meeting.
Meetings were usually held after sunday service so that would mean it would extend until after lunch. That would mean hunger pangs for both cheska and myself. We would fill ourselves up with chips while we waited for my husband.
So imagine how deflated I was when he was elected. And how guilty I feel until now knowing that what he does is his service to the Lord.
Arrgh! I am so selfish.
Lord, change me please.
